today wasnt the best it could be..
i think it has really been a long time since i felt hmm, unhappy?

anw.
i think i dread last minute more than i dislike it..
hais.

and.
i was just thinking.
IF you were in a relationship.
would you always want to know what the other party is doing?
like every moment?

it feels really weird.
and.
it spoils the friendship in a way.

okay so i think that will be the third thing i dread,
besides the above mentioned and lizards.
oh my my.
i admt i am really a noooooob at this.

I DONT WANNA TURN 18!!