"in every victory, let it be said of me, my source of strength, my source of hope, is Christ alone"
this line touched me alot during worship tdy..
suddenly thought of my prelims, hahas.
anws.

told my parents i wanted to go for mission trip that day, thurs i think..
and my mom said dun wan cause i missed alot of prep liao.
so i replied david i not going..
then the following friday didnt feel much but still wanted to go..
saturday during street e weifeng said is cause of an communication break down that they left me out so they didnt ask me to go for the mission trip at first..
then he asked if i wanted to go again if i still could..
i was swayed la, really.
wanted to go home and ask parents agin but i forgot after the bash meeting..
then today weifeng asked again,
he asked whether i wanted him to talk to my parents but i said dun wan cause later very wei nan or something..
i'm supposed to give him an answer tonight..
i asked my parents le.
they say dun wan and gave me the a bit bu shuang face.. :(
i dun understand why.
i asked for a reason they didnt give any.
how now?
how to tell weifeng?
he said he reserved a ticket for me le..
can cancel de but i really wanna go.
maylin and charlene also are happy if i can go..
but i just recalled of the 10commandments-must honour your parents.
so how?
i wanna go for mission trip.
not because buru trip was fun,
but because i wanna go and spread God's love to the people there..
so now how?
should i really wait for next time?