i dun understand why,
but i've been seeing her everytime and everyday i go to school..
i really dun like her.
how??
but she and me just like unlikes poles.
dont like, but still attracts by the law, unlike poles attract..
i go anywhere also see her.
look out of the classroom see her,
come out of the toilet see her,
go to staff room outside see her,
climb up the classroom also see her,
wanna go in the classroom she also inside......
omgosh. ><

i prayed that i wouldn't see her in a diff perspective after__
but i guess i still did..
so, could it be that God want me to change my mindset,
hence He tests me everyday?
aarrrrrrghhhhhhh! hen fan ah!
i'm sort of angry with her, but there's nothing i can do to her.
SAY i wanna hit her?? box her?? kill her??
i dunno wat i want la.
feel like crying.

went to school for 6 periods of english today..
and mrs chong only came in to give us the answer key to the 3 comprehensions den left..
she wanna call us back on monday @1030hours i think,
i dun understand why she has this arrangement..
if she has medical apt den zhi jie call us back on monday la,
why still wanna let today's lesson carry on?
hahahs..
i would say her mindset very different from ours ba..
she's definitely a high "C" person,
focus too much on details but fail to see the big picture, ahahahs!

after eng went to eat le den went back for rehearsal..
rehearsal was alright la,
at least no major hiccups this time around..
and miss tang agreed to let us wear DANCE JACKET for e jazz item le!
YEAH!!
ahahs!
and we got our jacket today..
feels good,
cause it has MY NAME on it.. (:

i realise that dancers share a common viewpoint abt some stuff..

and i learnt that actually getting respect from people is a very simple thing,
just follow this theory:
"Do unto others what you want others to do unto you."

quite long ago dancers discussed these questions:
what would you do when u see miss ty?
what would you do when you see miss tg?
and the answers are all the same from all of us...

if i see miss ty, i would smile at her(:
when she sees me, she would smile at me too,
even if i did not see her at first:D

if i see miss tg, i would look aside and pretend not to see her..
cause i dun dare to smile at her also..

u get my point? hahahs!

the time now is 2244hours,
and i dun think i'm going to sleep.
i'm gonna think abt stuff while emo-ing..
there'll be a show at 2130hours,
i guess it'll help me get into the mood.