hais..

there really no better way to start this post..
everything has turned out to be bad.
probably i shouldn't be so optimistic in e first place.

last minute.
unrehearsed.
unprepared.
not confident.
doubtful.
unsure.

that are all the words that can be used to describe the performance.
this is the first time i was so disappointed.
i always thought i can do things right/ well but it always turn out bad.
think i shouldn't try new stuff.
i should keep to the tradition,
like what my profiling report stated.

afta the terrible performance,
we actually went back to the east square hub to dance/ prac
we did the dance a few times,
den started high- ing.
i guess that's what we chose to deceive ourselves with
or should i say make ourselves feel betta..

i cried afta the performance today..
i felt really disappointed and bad.
i'm sorry i hadn't be a good mc
i'm sorry to the dancers for the dance didnt go well
my sincere apologies girls,
pls forgive me..
i had already done my best to try to make everything go well.
i'm sorry.